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January 21st, 2004
01:51 pm
why don't colleges have picture day?
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02:09 am - *she - mimi
i can't really sleep like i am suppose to. i ponder over whether i should smoke that last bowl or if i should think of what *she said.
she has only increased my love for chicago. we are kind of like peas and carrots... we compliment each other, i think. she is incredibly intelligent and the person that you always want to meet and be able to say that you feel "chemistry." i think i feel it. a best friend can be the most important thing for someone. i mean i do have the periodic table and the never ending mark downs at urban outfitters, and the removal of my braces... but right now stability is beginning to set in. at first i spent many nights counting the days till i can come home, but its lessened to wow... i have 39 days to play... well study and stuff.
i dont want her to think any different of me... or be categorical with some of my "pleasures?" is getting high a pleasure? i think everyone has their nitch... but then again... smoking pot was a change for me...
and change is always good. changing crowds, changing schools, changing addictions, changing your mind, changing cities, changing your underpants...
as change challeneges me i feel that i am able to seek out those who are in spite and those who want to come along. she comes for most of my rides, and i like to sit shotgun for her rides too.
that could change too.... but for all the things that have changed for me ... and the different habitats i have lived, and the different statements i have tried to make and the different people i have trusted, i think that changing mimi and me could be scary... or as a wisconsian would say "it would be sad."
"that is sad." anonymous
our differences are complimented... i do believe. while u like to workout after classes and eat yogurt without mixing it and ... i often like to get high and dance inside my "elevator." but we both like to bid on ebay shit, pretend we will have a reason to by a bloomingdales dress, tackle the changes and let nothing come between.
for now on i will not hide from the fire alarms.
Current Mood: awake
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01:12 am - history 102
what is anarchy?
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December 6th, 2003
03:45 am - oh my god
i forgot i had this toy.
well i have been real busy with some college, and some chicago and a little bit of drama. but a new book put me in the mood to find myself.
the place where everyone goes and hangs out and just smokes pot and plays music and makes out is real... well it was. rucka rucka ranch.
sometimes my computer stutters. its seems to stutter only when i am in a stuttering mood. when my life is like aaaaaaaahhhhhhh ddddaaa and nothing comes out how i want it to. my chin is definintly up.
but great thanks for the makers of last american virgin?
i just know that i have a long road until i get to love. it will be a long road maybe a few turns and twists and definitly some bumps, but i am definitly driving right now, i am definitly making positive progress (i am personable) and i have filled up my tank a few times... so i am going and going and whatever u r....
just think this through with me.
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: help on the way
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October 21st, 2003
12:05 am
he was a swedish beauty. he had so much to give. he wore nice clothes and drank nice beer... his name is anders.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) relaxed
Current Music: box of rain
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